I have three weeks left here. That's it. I'm really confused emotionally right now. Part of me wants to stay because I love it here. Part of me wants to go home. Part of me wants to stay but at the same time knows I have to go home and just wants the three weeks to be over. As a result of all this internal turmoil, I can't think or feel anything else.
I'm not sure how going home will work as I've now lived totally on my own for 3 months. I haven't been home for three months and only seen family once. Heck most people in college are home more then that. Now I have to go home and pick up where I left off?
I have to pretty much change my life completlly when I get home. I need to trade in my car for something easier on the wallet, I need to get into a new school, I need to find a new job and finally I need to deal with being single again.
One thing is certian, I am coming back here and maybe next time it will be for good.
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Just take it from an outsiders perspective, from there look to the bright side that you'll be able to torment me on a physical level when you return. No more pestering me just via the RIA boards or AIM. :p
Also, you'll be back with your parents. They won't have to commute down to Orlando anymore (at least until you go back for your next internship).
Take a deep breath and let your heart choose. ^_^
what do ya talk, as long as you have me, you'll never be single. hehe
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